yea yea

salam,

x sbr glerr nk tggu ari selasa, 31/05 nie. .
bufday kanda aq..
ecely bkn best sbb pa, tp sbb aq dpt mkn mcm2..
haha!! jahat kan. bufday dya, dya plak yg kna blnja aq..
btw, bkn aq yg minta, tp dya yg nk bt suma tuu..

sbgai blsn, aq x dpt nk kasi pa2 dkat dya.
so, aq pkir aq nk buat kek utk dya laa.. uke x?
tuu ja aq mampu buat pun, yea la.
aq kan student lg, mna la nk dpt duet byk2 nk bg hadiah mahal2 dkat dya.
skrg-krgnya, aq buat kek nie pkai air tgn snri, lgi ikhlas kan..?

trima kasih kerana mengambil berat ttg saya selama awak di sisi saya.

tamrin ruhhiyah!

salam,

tamrin ruhhiyah atau lebih dikenali qiamulail.
sesungguhnya agk pnat la.
cternya cmney.
pg 2 kat skola da sukantara kat skola, surely pnat.
dh la tgh dmam trok, cegu x bg excuse, sruh t'libat jgak.
aq sumbang jga la mata dlm acara lumba lari. hehe. .
tp lpas2 dkat grisan pnamat, mmg nk pgsan la. trus rebah.
then, pkul 11 msok klas, nk kna handle fail kelab sofbol pulakk.
pen. kanan koko skola nie mmg ska wat keja last min cket. haish..
then, selaku monitor, nk kna cri budak2 klas yg ska merayau.
nk kna bg jdual klas tmbhn, nk kutip duit persaraan, tlg cegu.
sesungguhnya penat!!

lepas ja kanda amek kat skola, smpai ja umah, trus kalot packing brg nk p skola blek.
sbb da qiamulail pulakk.
mcm x logik, msa tgh kemas2 brg, aq x sdar yg aq t'tdo. smpai mcm 2 skali laa.
bgn ja pkul 4.30, trus mndy, solat, trus pegi skola.

mlm tu, solat mgrib, bca yassin, solat isyak, dan dgar ceramah dari ustz fathur rahman.
mmg gempak la ceramah tu, x psl2 kami smua nanges.
ecely, nie bkn 1st time dya dtg skola aq bg ceramah.
tp xtaw la, stiap kali dya buat ceramah, aq akn still nanges.
ayt2 yg dya guna mmg menyentuh qalbu la..

pkul 12, lpas habes ceramah, 'supper' , urus diri.
brapa kali cegu bg warning kat budak kelas aq soh tdo, tp degil.
last, cegu msok, trus rmpas fon bdak2 yg tgh gna msa tu.
nseb baek aq x gna. dh kanda pun blom blek keja lg msa tu.
pkul 2 bru aq dgn mmbe aq tdo.

then, bru 1jam setengah tdo, mmbe aq dh kjotkan.
soh mndy la pulakk.. nk buad qiamulail.
rsa mcm mls pown ada jgak.
tp yg hairan, msa tgh buad qiamulail, aq skit pun x rsa ngntok, berkat allah kot.

then, lpas mkn pg, da ceramah dri ustzh raudhah.
sesungguhnya saya minta maaf sbb x phm apa 1 ceramah ustzah.
kepala aq pusing gler kot.
bley dikatakan sederet barisan aq tdo kot, t'msok junior2 aq.
diorg pun join sama ikot kami tdo. bla nmpk cegu lalu kat sbelah, bru kalot kjotkan kwn2 kat sbelah soh bgn.
tp kjap ja pun, then tdo blek. mmg jhat la.
blek ja umah, aq x cari benda lain selain drpd aircond dan katil. haha!

kau , kau ! episod 2 .

salam,

buuu!!! takot gilerr.. giler giler kentang...
sshhh! nk kata depan x brani, p la sembang ngn kwn aq.
dya rsa kwn aq 2 sronok kot dok melayan dya ari2.
sowie la, kau silap byk la.
kwn aq gdo ngn laki dya pown sbb ang !
dya igt kwn aq da laki len . pyh la org cm nie.
x puas ati my la direct tros kt tuan. awt lak nk pas2 nie.
kwn aq 2 pown da bosan la tgok kau dok antr chat ari2.
xda faedah pown lyn kau, lbey bek dya lyn laki dya.
kau xmaw ngaku kau da gf laen bla kwn aq tnya dulu knpa?
yg 2 aq x kesah, tp perlu ka kau private. kau nk ttop suma nie dri sapa?
bla org tnya, kata la sngle. igt aq xtaw. aq dh slidik la.
org kanan aq belambak. jgn igt aq pmpuan, aq bodo. haha!

kenapa aq suka guna perkataan bodoh ? tabiat kot .

kau , kau !

salam,

tyme2 exam nie la nk demam pulakk..
nk jwb exam pon susah. kuyu ja mata nie.
last2 t'tdo, x psal2 mmbe sbelah aq goncang meja sbb tdo lama sgt. haha!
sowie ye sygs, aq mmg x lrt. .

aq nk story2 skit nie.
apa pndapat korang bla ada org cuba cucuk korang dari blkg?
skit hati kan? bla kita x cri psal, tba2 ada org nk cari psal knapa yea?
mungkin dya rasa pahala dya byk dah kan, tu sbbnya dya nk tmbh dosa skit kot?
apa korang rasa bila korang tules blog untuk org laen, tp org laen yg trasa?
pada pndapat aq, msty s'sorg nie pnah buat salah, sbb 2 dya terasa. kott ??

tujuan aq tules blog kali nie sbb, aq rsa ada org tgh tikam aq dri blkg, tp x dpt dipastikan or aq yg mls nk cakap org 2.
apa hal nie? kita tgh sronok lyn hidop yg bhagia, ada ja org nk mengata? why ? tell me ?
di sini aq nk buat statement, saya syazwani xkan mengata / mengutuk seseorang TANPA sebab !
kau ada hidup kau , aq ada hidup aq . so, perlu ka kau nk tikam2 aq lagi .
kau dah benci aq, kau jangan la cari psl .
bla aq bising, ada la yg xkna nnty . kes kcik, jdi lgi besar .
bila aq diam , kau pula yg menambah nambah . aneh la manusia nie .

kesimpulannya, bila kita sudah putus hubungan dengan seseorang , tak perlu kita mereka reka cerita yang auta  ni. tak da faedah pun .

i miss u sayang . . .

salam,

today is friday.
haha. bgn awl pown xtaw nk watpe da ney.
so, membebel dlm blog jea la kann.. huhu..

dulu, bla aq bgn ja tdo, bnda utama yg aq buad, pegi dkt keyboard aq.
maen2 keyboard dlu. bru rsa otak ready nk wat bnda laen.
skank? bla bgn, jd mcm bdak bodo, xtaw nk watpa.
sriusss! i miss my keyboard.. mama!!! bla nk repair!!
otak aq akn jdi srbut bla x maen sehari.
mslh xdpt nk stle sbb bla tekan keyboard, x kuar bunyi..
i'm so lonely. bla aq nangis, keyboard jea yg tman aq.
walaupun ada org bley bntu, itu x memadai.

this is my keyboard

mama, wanie jnji kalo mama sggop repair keyboard 2, wanie akn stdy elok2.
tlg laa. rsa sunyi umah nie bla xdgar bunyi bnda nie.
kalo x, adik aq akn suruh aq maen, then dya nyanyi.
walaupun pitch , lirik berterabur. aq still hepy tgok adik aq nyanyi.
biasa la, bdk 5 thun bru nk pndai nyanyi..

skank apa yg aq ley wat, juz bkak utube lyn lagu instrumental jea..
sbb da x ley maen.
best bla tgok kwn2 aq ley maen lgu bru dkat keyboard diorang.

keyboard . keyboard . keyboard .

exam ouh exam!

salam,

sesungguhnya exm hri nie aq xley fokus lgsg.
xtaw pa mslhnya, sgala experiment aq hafal.
sgala equation aq cba igt. tp suma hancoq.
kenapa!

then, lpas habes paper chemistry, da mmbe aq report dkt aq.
depa ckp nk wat aduan. da kes tiru la nie. x hebeh2.
then, sbgai monitor xkan nk dok sajaa.
t'pksa la korban wlaupun mmbe baek aq snri yg buad.
i have no choice.

msa tgh jwb biology, suma muka bngang kt aq.
bkn slh aq! prlu ka korg mrh aq dgn bnda yg korg snri buad?
knpa apa yg aq x buad, tp slalu tempiasnya aq yg dpt?
sial ka aq nie!
kalo hri2 da saja mslh yg wjud, mmg hdop aq xlma la.

my la pnyakit byk2 skit, bg aq p cpt.

when the awaited moment has arrived . hebad title kau .

salam,

hri tu aq da g lbrary dgn mmbe aq. nak stdy utk exam.
then t'jumpa dgn effi, mmbe lma aq.
aq mlaih nk tgoq dya, sbb dya dok ngn awek dya.
then tyme nk blek 2, dya my tgoq aq.
dya kata , "wey wanie, awt ang x p tgok arwah ex ang hri tu? aq yg tlg smpan dya."
sumpah tba2 aq jdi sebak.
bkn aq sngaja xnk p, aq taw bnda pown dh lst minute, x smpat nk p dah.
sumpah sdey! aq da byk wat slh dkt dya.
aq siakan dya.
aq igt lg, msa skola rndah, dya slalu tggu aq dkt dpn skola. kan skola kami sebelah2 ja.
dya blnja aq mnum milo.
bla dkat KAFA pula, dya slalu usha aq bla aq tgh bca quran.
cegu 2syen pula ska sakat aq psai zam nie. malu la aq..
i'm so sorry.

dan kamo, ya.
mmg aq dh tggu lma.
trima kasih kerana benci aq.
skrg krgnya 1 persatu mslh aq dh hilang.
aq x b'hrp apa dah.

so, we have no more relation , rite?
itu yg kau mahu kan?
enjoy ur life .
i'll pray for u.
aq xkan penah lupakan org2 yg aq knal.

i had to do so selfish. i had to insist on and use the appropriate sentence for the sake of not forgetting you.
i ask for forgiveness and apologize if i offended you. you are the best adviser for me.
thank you for all this time I thought that you had forgotten me, but I was wrong. 
at least you always hear me moan.
you are the only exception.


dear muzammer, 
i taw u tujukan blog 2 utk i. i taw sesangat sangatnya.
yes! i nie babi. tp u , org yg ska tdoh x pkiaq dlu.
skank, x kra cra apa pown, tlg gtaw statement mna yg u kata i kata kat u? 
tlg gtaw! i t'pksa ltak nama u dkt sni, sbb i dah xtaw nk cri u kat mna lg.
i xpnh nk pggey u BODOH xda sbb uke. u can ask my fren, pnah i ckp bruk psai u x?
u taw kan apa hukumnya fitnah? skit pnya bguih i bgga bggakan u, tp yg nie i dpt.
terbaek la. 


waniey : babi 
(mmg aq nie dilahirkan jdi binatang kod ,  best gla la)

isnin oh isnin!

salam,

today is teacher's day!!!
tp, x rsa pa pown. xska lg da laa..
1st, aq kna perform, uke fine.
aq taw aq hipokrit. tp sincerely, aq xsggop nk perform dgn x pkai tdong td.
aq taw, aq msty jdi bhn kritik cegu la.
slh 1 sbb, aq nie bdk nasyid?
OMG!

then, dgn mekap pnuh mka. err!! semak!
aq mmg x ska b'mekap KCUALI kalo kak aq yg mekapkan aq.
hnya tgn dya ja yg aq selesa. .
kna perform pulakk tyme org dh nk blek.
tobat frust!
dgn mka bebai, aq blek cm 2 jaa.

ptg td, hangout dgn kanda.
sempoi la! terbaek!
aq taw aq over, tp aq x sggop tgok dya habeh duet utk aq sajaa.
msa p bank, tgok akaun dya tggai 80lbey jaa. gaji x msok lg.
tp dh aq bebai nk pizza, dy wak kuaq la 50.
dlm hati ni mmg terasa kejam, tp dh dya pown bekeras nk bwk p pizza gak. .
no komen laa.

then, mcm besa.
ke mana kami p, msty akan sggah tesco pnya laa.
msty org kata kami nie lekeh , mcm xda tmpat len nk p.
tp nk wt cmna. lu xda hak nk complaint wa nk p mna ok!
dya dh taw apa aq nk, aq wjib amek BLISS, CADBURRY, YOGURT.
mmg dah knai.
kanda terbaek!

aq xkan buang masa igt bnda bodoh 2 yg aq pnah bt tu lg.

e n j o y s m a s h !

salam,

letey siot prac mnari.
bku x rti2 nk bca.
aq, pangai aq, kalo dh boley maen, mmg dh jdi mls nk stdy.
nk njoy ja taw..

td hangout dgn beloved cousin aq, Afiq.
mmg gmpak laa.
maen boling, mmbe dya blnja tgok wyg.
then, sblum blek 2, dya ajk jln2 dlu.
aq ckp la nk tgok2 rntai ja, bkn nk bli.
skali dya plih kat aq, then trus byaq.
maw x BOLAT mta aq nie.
rsa serba slh glaa.
dh la boling pown dya blnja, popcorn, ayaq, suma dya blnja..
tapa2, nnty waniey blnja fiq blek taw..
tggu nnty kita p kl dua, wanie blnja, ok?

perlu ka aq rndu org yg x rndu aq? BODOH PUNYA WANIEY!

BUST YOUR WINDOWS !

I bust the windows out your car

And though it didn’t mend my broken heart

Ill probably always have these ugly scars 

but right now I don’t care about that part.

I bust the windows out your car 

After I saw you laying next to her

I didn’t wanna but I took my turn 

I’m glad I did it cuz you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit

To think of how you'd feel when you saw it

I didn’t know that I had that much strength

But I’m glad you see what happens when

You see you cant just play with peoples feelings

Tell them you love them and don’t mean it

you’ll probably say that it was juvenile

But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha

I bust the windows out ya car 

You know I did it cuz I left my mark

Wrote my initials with the crowbar

And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car ha,

you should feel lucky that was all I did

After 5 whole years of this bullshit 

Gave you all of me and you played with it

I must admit it helped a little bit

To think of how you'd feel when you saw it 

I didn’t know that I had that much strength

But I’m glad you see what happens when 

You see you cant just play with peoples feelings

Tell them you love them but don’t mean it

You probably say that it was juvenile

But I think that I deserve to smile

Bust them windows out yo car

But it don’t come back to my broken heart

You could neva feel I how I felt that day

Until it happens baby you don’t know pain

Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)

You should know it (you should kno it)

I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)

You deserved it (you deserved it)

After what you did to me (after what you did)

You deserve it (you deserve it)

I ain’t sorry no no ohhh(I aint sorry)

You broke my heart so I broke you car

You caused me pain (you caused me pain)

(So I did the same)

Even though what you did to me was much worse

I had to do something to make you hurt

Oh but why am I still crying

Why am I the one who’s still crying

Oh oh really hurt me baby 

really,really hurt me baby

Hey hey hey hey hey 

Now watch me you

Now watch me 

Oooh I bust the windows out your car.

kau bodoh la !

salam,

lupakan! lupakan! lupakan!
hang bodoh la wanie!
pkiaq betoi2!

hati aq hancoq, leboq, mcm kna gilis treler pown ada.
i dun wanna say.
but, shit!
macam ditikam tikam hati nie!

1 ja pesanan dri aq.
bla nnty kau dah rsa apa yg aq rsa, then kau akn sdaq mna baek bruk.
igt smpai bla2.
tp aq xkan slhkan kau, aq pown slh jgak.
tp ssh bla kita xmmpu nk jdi s'org pemaaf.
aq taw kau ada alsn lain. sbb 2 kau saja xnk trima aq lg.

i have to accept it.

bunga dah layu. x berbunga bunga daa..

salam,

aq still konpius laa.
aq konpius samada aq still syg ex aq atau tidak.
aq taw, dya da buang aq dri hidop dya. itu aq x nafikan.
tp kdg2, jdi cm kangen pulakk.
aneh skali yea.
tapa la. skrg-krgnya aq nie bkn jnis anggap org len mcm smph, 'dh xgna, buang'
i'm not that person. NO NO NO.

about skull pulakk..
exm esok dh nk mla, apa pown x bca g. (nmpk sgt mls)
tp dlm msa yg sma, nk kna prepare utk hari guru.
gila baii!
stress!

u, lirik da buad.
i still need u to advise me, darl. .  : (

new life!

salam,

kali nie, aq da sdar antra yg baek dan buruk.
dgn apa yg t'jdi kemarin, aq dah taw beza mna yg btol.
kalo orang 2, btol2 syg kita, msti dya akn kjar kita dgn cra apapun utk membuktikan yg dya sgt sygkan kita.
bkn dgn cara mngelak dan m'cari alsan yg x munasabah.

x kesah org nk kata aq nie 'jilat apa yg aq dh ludah'.
sbb aq taw apa yg buat.
shah is a person who loves me, understands me and always there beside me without me realizing it.

aq sdaq aq curang.
tp 2 bkn niat aq. aq juz nk rsa mcm mna rsanya bla kita cple dgn org yg sbaya dgn kita.
tp, dh bkn nsib aq. ada saja yg mghalang.
tp skrg-krgnya, aq bkn jnis mlyn laki. itu yang aku nak TEGASKAN!.

x kesah la skank nie, org 2 nk kata aq player, kata la.
aq x heran. sbb 2 bkn mslh aq.
sbb aq jgak bkn mcm 2. harap maklum.

pliz be faithful to me.